Sometimes... Life is just such isn't it? Its all about urself..about you leading your life, your way. NO one would really care much or less.You live ur own way of style, Or maybe the only few people that really might care are ur parents.
Sometimes, i would feel that its you in your own world..no one cares , no one bothers...its so cold and lonely..like a bird in its cage, being fed and waiting to die..i still cant find some real happiness in life, although i am living a decent good life..with a good parents and no worries to worry...well..its not like i am not grateful or anything..but i still feel the empty gap in between..
Every adult would say..there are more grate things and more important things waiting for you to do..Right.i agree..the more important things are to get urself a good qualification, a status at work..a good career..but even if you had all , would all that satisfy u? haha..sometimes i would just feel that Man are greedy..they will never get contented..its like who wont ask for more? given u a chance would rather be rich or richer? can answer that? haha..i dont know how i am feeling sometimes..its just like some other routines , every soldier have to follow in army..how is one able to attain true happiness or real meaning of contented..? is it when you feel that you have nothing else to have then thats when you feel contented in life?
maybe different people have different mindsets..i feel that i want to accomplish rather lots of things in life..but i am not capable of it..
Every now and then, i feel more wrath and frustrations , i have no idea whats gone into me..just wish that someone can settle me down..make me calm myself..but till then..i think i will still continue be a incomplete person . ugrh...i'm greedy!
*yawnz*..well..all greedy person gets tired too...i'm tired..going to sleep..night to all whoever reading.