Yo...I'm Back Once again ..with some friends of mine ,asking me to update my blog and i am here to write about my uninteresting,lonely,sorry life. hahaha.. just now when i was about to sign in to my blog...guess what? i forgotten about my usename and password...ok...from that i know how long have i not updated my blog and how lazy i've been. haha
anyway...i'm aint gonna update from where i stopped the previous time cos its gonna be really troublesome... so gonna let people know how i am doing now...haha..well guys! i'm on the verge on falling into a pit full of snakes and i'm lost. In a way...i've no motivation , no goals nor aim to work towards to...anyway thats me..i'm always lost whenever i lost something in me...lol!! why is that so?? not gonna say why...its something too personal that even me ,myself also have no idea why....yeah...its that complicated...haha!
just came back from fullerton eating with my aunt,cousin and her bf...haha...man, we felt like a small family..enjoyed ourselves eating and talking...the whole meal cost about 200 plus...man..they really know when to "cut out vege -head" lol! while i was eating and talking...my heart was feeling kinda guilty as my common test is next week and exams are the week after this...and i'm still aint feeling a thing! i'm that hopeless....i've lost total interest in studies...i feel like whatever i do now is meaningless ...just to get that paper and let my parents feel safe ...i dont know why...haha...anyway...its like that yesterday my bro(siwei) and i got punk'd by meiluan..not gonna say why too hhahah its too shameful anyway we in the end went to buy tickets for a movie... den after that while waiting for the show to start...we sat at coffee bean talking and crapping till laiping and anita came and join us...so we were talking about some stuffs over work ,studies and stuffs...till siwei and i didnt wanna watch the movie anymore...haha there we go...wasted 10 dollars for nothing...hahaha..
life is once boring again..its so like that...sigh...ive nothing to fight for...no moral no mood for any shit...people just dun appreciate me...when they needed me,they look for me...and never thought of me...i am just a play doll when they needed someone..when will i ever be loook up upon!? hahaha...yeah , me complaining once again...its so crappy!!! grrr..lol!!
sigh..am i really destined to be this way? hahaha....actually from the start till now..i dont really have a clue of what i've typed...its just some rubbished being collected in my head...haha ugrh....not gonna waste anymore time here...tmr got stupid lessons in the morning..0.o''
anyway some nice song to intro to u guys...
jay chow - shan hu hai
jay chow - lang man shou ji
ryan cabera - true
enjoy!
