its been awhile since i ever updated....hmmz...a lot of happened since then...ha..well...i'd been to cruise...Virgo StarCruise..haha..with my family and my grandparents....haha...its been awhile ever since we went out as a family...though everything there was rather boring and nothing there really interests me...its also a good thing to spend time with ur family...especially with my grandparents..haha..though its quite hard to handle at times..but i really still love spending time with them...they are the ones who looked after me since i am a child till now when i am so big..they are the people i respected the most...i will never forget them...:) anyway...we went to every part of the ship...haha...went to the pub...restuarnts...Lido theater.....casino...everywhere on the ship...ahaha...its still bore me out...only the view of the sea...breeze of the sea...the sun...makes me stop all my thoughts and let me relaxed...its a moment of relaxation that its really easy to get ...anyway...i went to cruise with my family..haha..:) the other thing that happen to me is...My birthday!! haha...though its not very happening..but i still wanna thank my brothers who never forget my birthday...and all those remembered mine too! haha...they gave me a small suprise in my room...just when i thought no one else is coming to my house...and i was playing game with peiqin and laiping in the room...siwei suddenly came in with the cake in his hand..ahaha..i was stunned for a moment...my jaw was on the ground with my mind went blank..haha...i was really happy with my brothers along with me...haha..i thought i am gonna have a lonely birthday like last time...haha...oh yeah...my dad bought me an very expensive watch..GUESS ! $169 haha...i love it! ;) and my mom? she sponsor my driving lessons! haha....just what i want! i love it! hahaha....and on my birthday...my cousin accompanied me to BBDC to enrole in the driving lessons , after that we went to watch skeleton key...and had sake sushi! haha..i LOVE my cousin HAN EE LING!! haha...without her..i couldnt imagine how boring can my birthday be...haha..but still there all those who sent me sms-es to greet me..haha...they also put up a smile on my face..haha...atleast i am still remembered...:) actually...i feel that i am considered to be a very lucky person to have all these people by my side ... haha ...i am feeling contented for once...haha
just finish watching a drama series..."Wang zhi Bian Qing Wua AKA frog prince" haha...its quite a nice show...but in all i wanna say...happy endings are to be fought for...not to be waited upon..how i wish i can fight for that person , to work hard for that person and not expecting anything in return..something doing it willingly just for that person...haha...i have lost that feeling so long ago..haha...i'm a sentimental , emotional , bashful person...haha, i still wish for a person to work hard for too..haha...THOUGH i am a guy....hahahaha!!




Some nice SONGs to intro to u guys!!

183 club - zhen ai
183 club - call my name
183 club - mi hun ji



ENJOY!

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 1:19 AM

WooT! what a day!...came back this morning at 5 plus...man! am i tired! :S haha..but its hell of a fun yst night...went all the way to pasir ris to drink and enjoy the breeze of the sea..with nice lightings...and soothing musics..! its the best place for relaxation...and a perfect place for the lost and heart brokens...hahaah!
Yst went there with Amily and 2 of her friends...like what she say...they are friendly...;) for the 1st and 2nd hour, we were like quite awkward..haha..cos i am a new guy and they cant talk much..with a new guy around...but slowly...we began to talk and drink...haha...the more we drink the more we talk..haha..i guess i drank the most..haha..we ordered peach and strawberry coolants...and red wine..haha...woot! we drank like fun..haha...we talked about lots of tings last new..about relationships..guys and girls..ghosts...death...stupid things...hahaa..all were having fun chatting..but i guess i also talked alot cos i drank quite a bit..haha..i will get talkative if i get tipsy..lol..so from..9 plus till 4plus in the morning..we were dere sitting..and chatting..its like as if we were all good friends...haha..its fun indeed..but good and nice things dun last i guess...so went home after everything...haha..;) though everything was quite ex for me..but i really enjoyed myself there... if got chance..will go there again and bring some of my friends there too..;)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 3:32 PM

starting of the week...dead as a rat...lazy as a pig...restless like a ghost...tired from everything...yes...it is the feeling of lost...coming back to me...with no purpose, no meaning...its time to spend the week like this again...i wish i could just fly away...to somewhere which really belongs to me...wad else can i do...finding work alone is boring...staying at home is even boring...going out and putting up a front is a total torture...alone once again...wedsnesday, Laiping is coming to meet me... that put a smile for me..ha....long time ever since brother came...i feel so bored and scared now...now there's two things up in my mind...my results, and that person.. ahhh...so stupid aint i? i just wish i can pass my tests...thats all i ask for...please please please!! i just wanna pass! and go to the next semester preacefully....out of poly as soon as possible...go into army... sigh....felt so limited with friends and no one to lie on..lol!! (sissy) ...ok .í'm bored..lolz...HOPE AND WISH ME ALL THE BEST TOMORROW MORNING WHEN I CHECK MY RESULTS!! PLEASE!! GOD!! BLESS ME!!! :)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 10:50 PM

Now...gonna talk about the week...i personally feel ...I feel that God, have been treating me very good... why? this week...he didnt leave me alone....i know he knows that i am lonely this week.. which is why..he sent someone to keep me company...going out with that person..is indeed a very happy thing that have happen to me during these few weeks...i can say...i really enjoy that person company...its like going back to the good old days i once had before...which is already lost for a very long time...i would never forget the time i spend my time with the person this week...
i took a wrong bus this time... haha...its a very funny thing...lolz...i want to go to a place...but still we took the wrong bus...and we in the end have to take a cab to that place...its a really funny thing...lol...that person very afraid of hot...a little bit of heat that person will keep on complaining that its very hot...haha...that person like green..white..blue..black..pink....those main colours...that person also like to shave off wooden pricks thats out of the chopsticks whenever we eat...that person dont like people to keep on boasting about oneself...whenever that person is bored...that person will look away and keep quiet..that person nose is extremely sensitive..that person will start rubbing its nose when that person nose got sensitive...
anyway...all its just a wonderful week God gave me...i really wanna thank him from the buttom of my heart...
Thank You God...

just hope.. more of such weeks can be given to me... ...

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:11 PM

Wooh!! ;)!! Today's a Happy day...didnt waste my time today at aLL! not a single min wasted...hmmz..=p haha...today...went to causeway point with Anthea..lolz..;) watched the red shoe! hmmz...its a movie i guess u guys can try catching..lolz not bad a movie...quite intense and scary..man! i felt like a sissy watching with her...she felt nothing! and i meany nothing! -_-" well..she did tried to scare me and i did try to do that to her..but nothing happened..haha! i can say her guts is BIG..-_-" she's got guts..haha...anyway...had fun today....finally shopping with someone :) felt really great today..hmmz...today went to causeway point...of course i wouldnt forget to look for my bro..man...is he in deep shit..sighz..all i can say...lady luck aint on his side man! Ping! wish i could give u some luck! ;) hmmz...i wont say what happen...its not really nice...after the movie and everything...went to pasa malam..lolz...we saw people playing the "try to catch softtoys game" haha...well...its quite fun but also quite a waste of money...if u wanna test if lady luck is on ur side? u might wanna try that game..lolz... hmmz...well...we stood down there for a couple of mins watching people play..haha..its funny...but after awhile she had to go..so..sent her to the interchange and went back home ...haha...
if u think thats all for today? lolz..u wrong..i went running with my dad in the night..lolz...first time...well...we really run and i felt that my stamina gotten better...;) happy...i dun really feel out of breath and tired..except for some tight muscles ..lolz..yeah...thats about it...i really enjoyed my day. ;) hope she does too..lolz..
As for bro...Bro! dun get too depressed i believe that lady will come back and return the money! ;) i believe there will be some nice people who have some good morals.!! thats all!
nightz!! ;)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:57 PM

Ahhh...this is so YUANWANG!!... i cant believe this...Where the hell did Justice go to?! Giving Chelsea scoring like that!...YUCK..All Chelsea supporters are equally arrogant! Yuck....chelsea sucks!! =x!! anyway..have been lazy updating lately...but i went to catch the movie corpse bride...tell u guys something too...never watch that movie..i tell u..it sucks...everything sucks...i went there to sleep ... -_- imagine a guy like me who would be amused by everything?...slept in that show..so u can actually the boredemcity of that show..sigh..i am bored...really bored by the nothingness around me...the environmeny boreds me out...everything boreds me out...this really kinda sucks...which also means...my life sucks...haha...everythingsucks...i am going on cruise this month..so happy! ;) hope to relax there..i wana relax there man...leave everything out....and think of nothing but enjoying myself...

i am so lost....so so lost..

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 12:26 AM