Urgh!! i just dun understand wads wrong with my brother and me! like all sibilings! they have fights and quarrels...but i dun seem to understand my good brother animore..like all brothers i had..we can be as close as good blood brothers..but after that..we will be as far as strangers...just cant understand wads wrong with me and my world..maybe i am always suited to be a loner which is why..up till now maybe i cant even find a good close brother...or maybe its me who is expecting too much from them?..sigh maybe...its time i shld be independent...i cant always rely on people around me..as they wont be always there for me to rely on..in this world...the way to survival is always u being the strongest , being the cleverest, being the cunniest... i have to admit that...sometimes...trust no one really the case...well...these feelings do come and go..and i noe that i dun like such feelings..its really disgusting for a hot head emotional guy like me...0_O'"
well...just finsih chatting with "darling"Aka Meiluan(sis) ...its funny once how we talk..i felt like we went back to the own secondary school days..like how we would chat for 1 hr or more..haa..really miss those days..cant deny...but everyone have to get on with life...leaving unnecessaty feelings behind and face new stuffs and face new feelings...i hate this..i hate to move on..i wanna stay this way..damnedz....i do whine like a girl..sharks...i hate it...FARK THIS TIME THING! i hate time keep on moving without stopping for anyone...
Life do sucks..
