hmmz...finally two days of suffering over..now tmr got 1 more painful 1...its teacher's day tomorrow and yet i am unable to go back to my secondary school to pay my teacher a visit..how pathetic is that?really feel like going back to sch and see my teachers and ...my friends...yeah...wonder how's ms gopal...mdm lock...the H.O.D department teachers..Mrs sia...so many...but i have to stay in sch to revise for my science common test ...wad the fiak!? its so unfair...sigh...if only i studied for my test earlier...maybe i wont be down here whining and everything..haha...anyway...got back home earlier because we manage to bargain with the semestral project teacher to delay our time to present our presentation.anyway..having splitting headaches nowadays...so irritating! grr...hmmz...so sianz...how i wish all the test are able to postpone to next week...or make the tests earlier! sigh...hmmz...today...totally embarassed myself...i wore formal when i dun need to! i only realised when i saw melvin...sigh...anyway..today was boring...real boring...i cant believe in two weeks time i am having exams...so GRRR! good news! i got my 6680 from my dad!! woot! so happy..haha..i hope i wont make lost! ;)
i really feel like going back to sch tmr....hope that i can take out sometime to go...miss all my friends and teacher...;)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 8:33 PM

ahhh....i cant take this anymore....everything now is in a total mess....i can hardly breathe now...everything is now cocked up...i dont know what to do anymore...this week is gonna be a very bad week for me...everything is now coming...so many things to do...science common test is coming up...so many stuffs! i really need a organiser to organise my life and everything...now everything is like rojak! presentations...projects...works...common tests...all crumbled up! i cant even see my hands now..POLY LIFE REALLY SUCKS! i hate POLY LIFE!!! Give me back my secondary school life!! stop everything this instance! Stress is accumulating up...everyone doesnt seem to feel the urgency of the things needed to do...just tilapah and go through things...i dont wanna be a regretful idiot again...i can hardly communicate with them...whats wrong?! Does it means going into poly now means everything can be left un-bothered? sometimes, i just feel like walking out of the school and just go into some other schools...i might as well go back secondary sch and repeat everything and go into a better course....why is POLY life so complicated and why is everything now in my life such a fucking mess? everywhere i look around...everything is not in place! pillows, blankets, books, wires, ah! i hate this life..i want a more organise life..i need more time...can give me more time?! i need a lifesaver now...do i have a helping hand? can have a more helpful teamate? a more hardworking friend which can do the things i want together ? i miss my secondary school brothers and sisters... i can hardly do things without them...the people now in my sch isnt helping me at all... i am getting sick and tired...everyday i just wish to get home early...away from that stupid place...stupid fake place...everybody is so hypocritical...
i just wanna sleep through this whole entire month..and wake me up when september ENDS!! ah!! i am hating life like i hate ANDY!

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 10:46 PM

update update update!!hmmz...quite a few tings happen these few days..but i dunno how to say it out...so i will say things that i remember...yesterday!! meiluan's birthday! haha..we help her to celebrate lor...haha..i bought a small small cake for her wor! dun siao siao...well tried my best to make her happy....den we went to look for siwei...den went to esplanade to meet luan luan friend..well a afro malay guy...he's quite a guy...talent guy...plays piano..guitar...so many musical instrument he can play..rather amazed...and imagine piano...is self-learnt...after that went to watch wedding crasher! hahaha!! its a DAMNED BLOODY FUNNY SHOW!!!its a sure must watch movie! haha....sigh...actually...i dun feel like blogging...but seeing my blog so long not updated must atleast put something...so..yeah...not in my best mood these days...so .ciao~

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 7:14 PM

Ok...I am now partially tipsy..lolz...nahz! i am not! 2 hrs ago...i was drinking with siwei..haha...its been days since i talked to him...he no free...i dun disturb...haha..sigh...oral presentation was a threatener...damnedz...the only thing teacher said was that..i had my contents and everyhthing there...its just that i am gan-jiong...not much general confidence...lolz...hmmz...well...yesterday..i ate one of the more expensive meal ever...haha...met up with my friend went to eat in INDO-CHINE...damnedz...i hate that place...so bloody expensive..haha..AH!! ARSENAL!! WHY LOSE!!! I HATE ARSENAL LOSING TO CHELSEA FARK FAG! grr...luckily didnt buy...hopeless man!! sigh..anyway..yeah..the drinks there one word...CHOR AHz.hahaha...one stupid long island ice tea..$16 plus....stupid lousy vodka coke...$10 plus..sigh...total spent abt $61...haha..i am gonna save save save man!! die ahz... anyway..it was quite worth it lar...food there not bad...the ambience was nice...with the band playing...i think its a place better for drinking and talking rather then eating...haha...anyway...the past few days were rather boring..and nothing to do...so..its kinda stupid...nothing much...
i still cant the stupid emicake shop...haha..wondering..does it ever exist?! lol...

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 12:51 AM

Today's the day where i will be embarassed once again through stammering...talking nonsense...talking fast like a machine gun...wanna noe why? because, i am having a presentation today..ah!!! i just dun like talking to a crowd...but luckily today is just presenting to my group..with only 23 people...i cant imagine if i was to be forced to present for a crowd with 100 over people...i will definately froze on the stage and sure go gabraa-ing...sigh...why Communication skills must have such a exercise! sigh...but what have to be done, have to be done...and today i am gonna discuss with the group is Martial Arts. haha...A topic which might interests guys quite alot.................but they thing is..even though it is interesting..i dun know how to present! sigh...i am feeling low in confidence...i have a feeling i am sure gonna have a stammer and i will definately talk fast like a Machine gun..God!! please watch over me! let me atleast pass the presentation with whats suppose to be done like..hmmz...
i think i am too excited or nervous about the presentation because when i can wake up at 7 i actually woke up at 6!! ah!! wasted one hour of beauty sleep...this is how afraid i am ....sigh...i just dun like presentations..they sucks...i wanna sleep the whole day...if only i am a natural born presentor...hmmz...sigh...okok...signing off already....

Gonez

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 6:27 AM

First time ever! A rookie like me played billard for the first time...haha..the only table ball game i played was pool...but this time round , i played billard with my sch friends...the feeling was great when u scored the points..the feeling of the ball going into the pocket was like woo! haha...hmm...that was after sch at 10am when we went to ang mo kio centre and play...we bored at that moment and decided to go there to play den go home..haha...damnedz...in school i really feel restless and listless...everyday have to put up a front , its beginning to be exhausting...i dont really like to be in school...facing all the people there...i missed the secondary school life...hmmz...i really do...

After reaching home...watched naruto again...but man i felt tired ! and slept from 4 plus to 7 plus..and now i am tired again..wonder wads happening to my body...hmmz...

its been so long...ever since i felt the real me coming out...its been long ever since i am really happy... the only time that i felt the happiest in my life were then..when i am still.... sigh...nvm..forget it...saying all these again are a bit pointless...

Tomorrow's another day faking and studying in agony...the only time i can rest is in the holidays! 1 more month!!!

-GoNeZ-

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:20 PM

Its been time and time again that watching naruto always cheered me up...Everytime when i felt unfair about stuffs...bored...depressed...or maybe...even sad...watching naruto always cheered me up...everything about it...the musics...the story...the quotes...everything! And this time...i watched the episodes where Neji Vs Naruto. The will to change Fate...Everytime Human always complained that life are predestined...everything is fate...Fate is controlling us and we are living by fate...everything was planned in the beginning..the amount of money u earn...the amount of food u eat...the things u wanted the most...everything was planned from the beginning...and people just keep on complaining when they dont get the things they wanted and said everything were predestined...
If you dont even want to fight against fate...dont even want to change the things that u felt is planned...fight for the things u want...earned for the things u really love...everything will be meaningless and it will always seemed to be predestined for you..I always believed that one should try their best and be peserverance for anything they want...Give all the their best shot when they find something worth while and value alot to them...But if everyone thinks that everything cant be changed...everything would be dull and everything will seem to be so unfair..

Which is why...everytime when i see that chapter about Naruto's and Neji's fight, i would always be inspired and wanted to do something for myself...give my best shot in the things i want ...change everything for the better...and i will feel better and relived that everything are still in your hands...
some may feel that everything i am trying to say is bullshit and craps...but have they thought what if they could actually fight for the things they wanted? and try to make a happy ending for themselves? I believe tat everything depends on one's self...

One should be positive about whatever they do...they should always think of the brighter side and this way...Hope and Faith will only grow...and one will feel happier and more confident of one self...therefore, stop complaining that all is already planned from the beginning when one is bored...Fight for the things you love...Fight for the things that you feel is right...And try to make everything in your life a happy one..! :)

but!haha...i could understand if sometimes one will have PMS and Low Confidence Level is One's self..haha! so TRY !! ;)

Today's Song : Lifehouse - You And Me

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 9:47 PM

Have u ever felt like u have never been looked up upon? and everyone is treating u like trash? thats wad i felt sometimes...its like no matter how much i tried change myself..and wanting people to acknowledge that i am a changed person...they still take the lousy side of me as the image of me...i cant keep up with this anymore...everything is not coming out right...sometimes...my head just keep on spinning...asking myself..why? cant i prove myself that i am a newly changed person anymore?anyway...like i tried to tell myself that i am a new person...no longer that old Me...i'm a new me...and i will continue to try my best to let everyone noe that...i'm no longer that no use Eugene no more...i will persist and perservere....be more determined when people boo-ed me...tease me... i want people to know that..no matter how much the pour cold water on me...i am no longer a soft guy that walk around with his hands and shoulder shrugged...The transformation of the Eugene legacy...starts now and will continue on...!
=)

sometimes when u listen to a song...the lyrics...the music...do u sometimes imagine a scenrio where the song really suits ur feelings and the things u do...lets just take for example...a love song...the song is suppose to be a song where the couples were holding each other hands and walking down the beach and that person is u?
another example..when listening to a very hyper song...or a rock song like lickin park...do u sometimes imagine urself being very strong in spirits and imagining urself fighting against the bad people who is trying to harm ur loved ones?haha...what i am trying to say is that...Songs is something that can be used to express one's feelings..haha..so if u cant express urself properly...try using a song..! :)


Today...i got back my Electrical Principle common test !! woOt!! i got A BABY!!! (B) happy!! 2 Bs for this 1st year common test!! hoping that i wont fail any test this semester!! haha...really happy and thankful that god watched over me! tomorrow's Maths common test though not much confidence...i just hope that i could pass it!! all the best in the maths test tmr! sigh...so boring today...didnt really felt like going to school..but on the account of wanting to get back my electrical principle result...forced my draggy and reluctant legs to YIO CHU KANG...now thinking back...i am rather stupid , fancy choosing NYP as my sch...but no choice..that school offer me a better course...sob....sianz!!

Today's Song That Expresses My Feelings Now Is : Jordan Knight - I Could Never Take The Place Of Your Man.

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 9:56 PM

Today is another BORING DAY!!! GOSH!!! How am i Gonna survive without siwei by my side and him going to NS?! damnedz...no more companion for me...i am gonna be so bored !
Yesterday...i bet on Liverpool!! sigh...they really upset and disappoint me....how could they not win against middlesbrough?!!? ah!!! its a total INSULT! Ah!!! i am so sad...lost ten dollars just like that..but today...ARSENAL!!! WON!!! hahah!! Henry!! and PERSIE!! woOT! TwO ThUmBs UP!!
Today, went to xiaoying house and rot again...den after that went to eat roasted chicken rice...yesh..it was nice...but it gave me diaster!! haha..after everything..met up with siwei and laiping...3 musketeers played soccer and ate with my family...haha..siwei and laiping were like so paiseh...should have taken their photos down..but as for me...i couldnt eat...had a servere stomachache suddenly....no idea why...didnt eat my breakfast and went to my aunt house to BOMB IRAQ...haha...damnedz...for awhile there in the toilet..i thought i was about to faint..it was really really...painful...and my head was giddy ah!! wanted to rest but i also wanna talk with my brothers...so forced myself there to siwei house and talked for about 1 hr plus...haha laughing at everything we had done before...everything was memorable...so pleasant ...hmmz...and now...i am feeling blardee hungry!! grr....but i dun dare to eat...damnedz...

HUNGRY I AM!!! SICK I AM!! STOMACH PAIN!!!! stupid body

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:11 PM

Howdy....hmmz....cant seem to be able to access my blog properly..anyway...finally finish today...such a long and tiring day...i seem to be half asleep the whole entire day...luckily, my computer programming lecture was reduced to one hour...ha...thats was the best consolation...
hmmz...nothing much happened today...all i noe was that i am very lethargic and tired...all i want was to get home early and rest...hmmz...ha...i was given a small present from god...i was really thankful...really....i was...although it was nothing to him...but to me...it was ...i am very grateful...thats all i can say...its like once in a blue moon that i would receive such a pleasant present from god...its not like i am blaming him! haha...i am really really thankful...and rather happy...and tmr...i will be going to YISHUN just to do my project at 11am...so sianz...projects...presentations...blabla...all coming on me now..i am gonna be suffocating soon...gonna be super duper stress the next few weeks....God, please watch over me... :)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:15 PM

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truths
A hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watch while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters, still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister, but then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I dietill we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides


This is one nice old song that u guys should go and download when u are free....hmmz....its introduced by someone...hmmz...anyway apart from that...i quite like that song alot..hmmz

Today...haha..something miraculous happened! I Passed my Analogue Electronics with a B!!! Am i blessed!!!??? i thought i would fail that paper as i have not much confidence in it..and when today the teacher said out the grades...i am damendz shock!! Thank you GoD!!! Thank you for blessing me!! i am so lucky to be blessed like this...hmmz...well...nothing much today too..just rather tired...and almost slept the whole day...just now met up with siwei for dinner...den we played pool..haha...so fun..beginning to get the catch of playing pool..will be playing that more often..gonna train back the skills..haha...so its rather boring for now..unable to meet up with gang...i miss them alot...all of them...hope to have more outings with them..anyway..tmr will be a more boring day...hope to be able to do someting useful after that blardee long day in sch!
i wanna play basketball!! arh!!!

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 9:32 PM

Happy Birthday Singapore!!! Hip Hip Hooray!!! Damnedz...Everyone were so patriotic today...today...The Gang Squadron went out!!! WooT!!! Was It FUN!!Besides celebrating National day...we AlSO celebrate xinyi's Advance birthday...haha...went to give her a small suprise in her house...well....a known suprise to be exact..haha...the funny part comes in...well...we were suppose to give her a small suprise...so our existance in her house should be kept unknown and oblivious to the surrounding..but...the funniest thing was her grandpa called out for her saying..."Xinyi Ah...Ni De Peng You Lai Le...(Your friends are here!)" hahaha.....i was like...oh my god..haha..uncle! u are not suppose to do that!! well..after that..we were like hmmz...i think its over...haha...adding fuel to fire...her mom also did the same thing as her grandpa..haha..and thats it...everything was exposed...haha...she came out seeing us at her house , she was like huh?! haha..wad are u all doing?! haha...so we celebrated birthday for her and do all the standard procedures...haha...taking photos...cutting cakes...everything..haha..then..her elder sis came along..haha..u know what?! she is a NARUTO-FAN!! wooT!! finally another female naruto-fan is discovered! hahaha..she asked me if i've seen 145 ...i said..of cos! i am a naruto-fan myself..haha...even though she brought the first few episode of the naruto series...it never fails to interest me in watching it again..haha..being attached to the movie, i was not really paying attention to the people around me..haha..anyway...

After everything...MARINA SOUTH CARNIVAL!!
haha....went to explore parts and bits of the carnival(even though i explored with siwei already..but nvm!) haha...we saw the sports cars showcasing their skills in turning and drifting ...DAMNEDZ...i was really inspired to be a racer for awhile...it was so damned cool!! i cant take my eyes away from all the cars...Subaru...Evo...Rx-7....what u else u have?! name it..u have..haha...after that the cars...the games in the army range! haha..we played all the gun games!! haha...one is very similar to the one using oil paints and shooting the opponents but instead of oil paints..we use laser..aha...quite hard!..hmz...

Main mission of the game was to grab the flag and return to base..haha...its meiluan, cindy and me up against siyun, xinyi,anita and a scottish guy we got to know today..haha...at first i was thinking..die ahz..they have a british army guy with them...his aiming is gonna be very good..haha..but well...using normal feelings to play with them..haha..i played like those real S.W.A.T team people..going fast and furious against the other opposing team..haha..i managed to shoot two shots at siyun! haha..but never got her..aww...anyway...seeing no one running for the flag...i PICK UP my courage and run to get the flag and ran back to base...YEAH!!! i won!!! woooT!!! haha...so happy!! haha...

After that went to play a another shooting game...well...that was lame...so not gonna say much about it...after that we walked around...we the watch dog! haha..very zhai lor...haha..i am really amazed by how the dog actually listen to their master's command...if only my dog is that obedient..haha...we went to the camo station! haah...got our face CAMO-ed! haha..woot!! haha...siwei and me got out whole face camo-ed..haha..we looked so garang.....but only at first..haha..after that i sweat easily and my face felt watery , unable to take the irritations of the water dripping all over my face...siwei and me went to wash up..haha....wasted rite..?! yeah...i noe...i noe..its my fault..haha...

Then...its time for CELEBRATIONS!!! WOOOT!! THE CLIMAX FOR THE DAY!!
Everyone was getting ready for the celebrations..bought tibits...good...got all goodie-bags...haha...den its time for the performances! Cheers! and Most importantly...FIREWORKS!! DAMNEDZ...They are really pretty and beautiful...i loved the fireworks out of the whole celebrations...and..the all the planes that they show cased during the whole march..ah!!! i am so tempted to go into the army..haha... it reminds me of the movie "stealth". haha

After that...we went home and now...writing this at 1.03 am...yawnz..i am tired..and my contact lens are not out yet! gr..troublesome..haha..but too bad i am hiao..haha...LOVE my GANG!! HEART ALL OF THEM!!!

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 12:30 AM

hmmz...well...haven been updating my blog for quite sometime..hmz...haha..well some fun things happen this few days...
yesterday....siwei and me went to marina south to explore around the area..haha..damnedz the place is big...i wonder how the people there have to set the things up..well....there are lots of things in the carnival..showcasing all the army stuffs...and some funfair...for the childrens to play...in one word...the whole thing was awesome...hmm...but one thing u guys have to aware...if u guys are going for the carnival..dun wear black or dark colours...and try to wear 3/4 shorts...haha...if not...u are gonna be a sweating pig...haha...we saw all the army ,navy and civil defence ...damnedz...was it inspirational...everything is making me feel so patriotic...and imagine its gonna be national day in a few days...haha...oh one more...when i was buying some soveniurs at some stalls..i and the person who were selling siwei and me things were talking about some things about the army...like the badges are hard to get and why?! because only commandos are able to get ...and why are some S.O.F members are not able to say out their identities...everything is like so WOW! i wanna be like those S.O.F Squads...which stands for...Special Operation Force...just only by hearing the name is already very "garang" haha...and those army guys are like so blardee fit...0_o" so inspired by them..haha..
After that...we got ourself some navy's tatoo...Guard Tatoos...especially the guard tatoo ....its so damned cool..with just the word GUARDS is like i am so proud of it already...haha...if only there is the word COMMANDO on my hand..i will be over the mooN!!

just cant wait till tomorrow...and while we are celebrating..something special is gonna happen too..hah...as for today....NOTHING HAPPEN...JUST ANOTHER BORING DAY...so.....Its boring..haha

thats all guys...try to be happy with life...;)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 7:29 PM

Under Depression Period...Please read only when u are able to accept nonsense from me..if not please refrain from reading..because i am not in right frame of mind typing.



life has never been too good for me...atleast thats wad i thought...Either in studies...families...love life...friends...all haven been too good...feeling so mixed...so regretful...everyone thinks that i am in a very good life...with good family...parents that care...friends that are there for me...doing great in poly...everyone thinks so...but infact..i have not been doing too well lately with life.

Poly life isnt as great as u might think...its a more tougher challenge for me to face...new obstacles..new style of living...friends there arent that close..still unable to trust them fully...everyone is wearing a mask there to sch...atleast thats how i feel...u are unable to know them inside out...and now..exams are round the corner...life's even more stressful...i am still unable to catch up with anything...its always been a chore even going to sch..everyone's happy going to school...going there to learn a course they like..going there to play with their friends during cca...but me? its always been a routine to sch...6 am wake up..brush up...6.30 go down and take a bus then mrt to sch...after sch..go home..rot...till night...then sleep...then go to sch... i really find no meaning doing this all the time..

Friends...ha...i dunno what to say...maybe..i dun really know wad are true friends and wad is the real meaning behind this word "brother"...like what my mom always used to say to me...friends are always there to eat the fruits with u...but when the fruits dont grow..and the fruits turn bad...they wont be there helping u to clear away the bad fruits..and usually thats when u are always alone...everytime my mom says this to me..i dont wish to listen to her..i wanted to believe that she was wrong...but whenever i really sit down and listen and think about that...i find that..she was right..she wasnt wrong...though..there are really some good friends..in this world...but maybe atleast i noe that in my life..maybe there isnt.. its true that i have my good brothers..and maybe they can be relied on...but i guess from now onwards i will be independent and believe more in myself...although to me...this word "brother" meant alot to me.. i think it only exist in the ancient centuries..where people in china really have good friends to rely on...sigh...maybe right now i am not in my right mind typing all these..i guess i cant admit but to say that..one must be intelligent and strong to be able to survive in this wilderness..

Family...ha...great isnt it? just got "beaten" up by dad...dont wish to say about it...too embarassing..all i can say is..

Life is not too great or meaningful for me...

Under Depression period...Please read only when u dun mind nonsense from me

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:12 PM

HipHip! HOORAY!!! HipHip!! HORRAY!!!!! Finally Over! its finally over!!! COmmon test is over!! Today was really a heartwarming day..haha..today's paper...computer programming..so tired i am...haha...but its not that tough...the paper can be done...but as for yesterday's paper...its CANNOT MAKE IT!...sob sob...i cant do anithing for analogue electronics...felt so useless...sighz...

Today nothing much...same routine, same thing...but i went to the dentist!
EeeE EeEr...i dun like dentist ...dey look awfully scary with the equipments..using needle like metals to poke ur teeth and drill ur teeth...eew..i felt so painful...but this time..its not really that bad..went to a dental clinic in gombak..saw a girl there...quite young...quite cute..haha..so shy sia i...and rather embarassed...i was there opening my mouth so wide and she was dere looking and helping me put the sucker(the tube that suck ur saliva out of ur mouth) in my mouth...wiping the water that were sprinkled out..haha...felt a small sense of happiness there ...haha..so funny..was rather uncomfortable there for the first few mins...but as things goes by...i lost the scary feeling..but was hoping for things to be finish...haha...after everything...was my mother's turn...i am able to see the dentist helping her cleaning and polishing her teeth...hey u think dentist's earnings are little?! u are so wrong man...dey earn 100 plus within 1 hr..wad do u think?! for mine is as ex as $90 both polishing and filling the holes...darn..si be ho tan...haha

anyway..running tomorrow with siwei...hoping to trim the fats in my body! grr!

PS: Dear Eeling-jiejie..dun say i never talk about u...
i have a pretty cousin living in bukitbatok blk 257.. she is so hot that even the kettle lost to her in tempreture. she is so sexy that even the trees around her block are able to block her.haha..most imptly she is so caring that she is the best cousin anyone could ever asked for! :)

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 11:10 PM

ugrh...common test 2 TODAY!...its so tiring...i hate tests! test test test! grr!...so irritating and annoying...they always come in big numbers...and i had 2 already...2 more to go..sigh...its so tiring..i hate tests! gr...luckily today's exam its Electrical Principles...i know how to do...if not..i sure cry in vain..but...i still have careless mistakes..which makes no difference at all...arh....!! sucks!! and now..have to study for analogue electronics...god! i hate them!!

Today..something quite unusal happened..Xiaoying called me in the morning! haha..my good old friend...we chat from bukit batok mrt to yio chu kang mrt...luckily got her to accompany me..if not i would have wasted my time there doing nothing ...though i was revising abit for my electrical princples test..heh..so we chatted quite alot about our lifes and decided to meet up for more ..haha..anyway that was what after the test..lolz..so after the test...phew~ one less burden..so met her up with sihui..we had macdonalds den we went up to her house.. she actually had the MASTERBED room!! god! how good life..haha..den in her house...she took out her photos and let us see..haha..so many photos..some were memorable..haha..some were cute....haha hmmz...funny thing about her is..she have a book on looks which can tell a person's personailty and life..everything was quite interesting and yet scary..becos..the book tells if a person gonna have a good life ahead or live up to how old...haha..well...i dun wish to know when i would die or how..but i wish to pass away in a very peaceful and nice way..haha...CHOI! not now yeah?! i wanna live till old age..haha! luckily most of the things in the book about me were good...so nothing to worry about but something to be happy about..haha..after went back home and now~...so bored...studying analogue electronics..it kills! dun understand a single bobo ...god please help me!! i wanna pass my test!! pls!!


Amen!

UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 8:05 PM