ahhh....i cant take this anymore....everything now is in a total mess....i can hardly breathe now...everything is now cocked up...i dont know what to do anymore...this week is gonna be a very bad week for me...everything is now coming...so many things to do...science common test is coming up...so many stuffs! i really need a organiser to organise my life and everything...now everything is like rojak! presentations...projects...works...common tests...all crumbled up! i cant even see my hands now..POLY LIFE REALLY SUCKS! i hate POLY LIFE!!! Give me back my secondary school life!! stop everything this instance! Stress is accumulating up...everyone doesnt seem to feel the urgency of the things needed to do...just tilapah and go through things...i dont wanna be a regretful idiot again...i can hardly communicate with them...whats wrong?! Does it means going into poly now means everything can be left un-bothered? sometimes, i just feel like walking out of the school and just go into some other schools...i might as well go back secondary sch and repeat everything and go into a better course....why is POLY life so complicated and why is everything now in my life such a fucking mess? everywhere i look around...everything is not in place! pillows, blankets, books, wires, ah! i hate this life..i want a more organise life..i need more time...can give me more time?! i need a lifesaver now...do i have a helping hand? can have a more helpful teamate? a more hardworking friend which can do the things i want together ? i miss my secondary school brothers and sisters... i can hardly do things without them...the people now in my sch isnt helping me at all... i am getting sick and tired...everyday i just wish to get home early...away from that stupid place...stupid fake place...everybody is so hypocritical...
i just wanna sleep through this whole entire month..and wake me up when september ENDS!! ah!! i am hating life like i hate ANDY!
