Have u ever felt like u have never been looked up upon? and everyone is treating u like trash? thats wad i felt sometimes...its like no matter how much i tried change myself..and wanting people to acknowledge that i am a changed person...they still take the lousy side of me as the image of me...i cant keep up with this anymore...everything is not coming out right...sometimes...my head just keep on spinning...asking myself..why? cant i prove myself that i am a newly changed person anymore?anyway...like i tried to tell myself that i am a new person...no longer that old Me...i'm a new me...and i will continue to try my best to let everyone noe that...i'm no longer that no use Eugene no more...i will persist and perservere....be more determined when people boo-ed me...tease me... i want people to know that..no matter how much the pour cold water on me...i am no longer a soft guy that walk around with his hands and shoulder shrugged...The transformation of the Eugene legacy...starts now and will continue on...!
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sometimes when u listen to a song...the lyrics...the music...do u sometimes imagine a scenrio where the song really suits ur feelings and the things u do...lets just take for example...a love song...the song is suppose to be a song where the couples were holding each other hands and walking down the beach and that person is u?
another example..when listening to a very hyper song...or a rock song like lickin park...do u sometimes imagine urself being very strong in spirits and imagining urself fighting against the bad people who is trying to harm ur loved ones?haha...what i am trying to say is that...Songs is something that can be used to express one's feelings..haha..so if u cant express urself properly...try using a song..! :)
Today...i got back my Electrical Principle common test !! woOt!! i got A BABY!!! (B) happy!! 2 Bs for this 1st year common test!! hoping that i wont fail any test this semester!! haha...really happy and thankful that god watched over me! tomorrow's Maths common test though not much confidence...i just hope that i could pass it!! all the best in the maths test tmr! sigh...so boring today...didnt really felt like going to school..but on the account of wanting to get back my electrical principle result...forced my draggy and reluctant legs to YIO CHU KANG...now thinking back...i am rather stupid , fancy choosing NYP as my sch...but no choice..that school offer me a better course...sob....sianz!!
Today's Song That Expresses My Feelings Now Is : Jordan Knight - I Could Never Take The Place Of Your Man.
