Another day of loneliness have gone..the feeling of loneliness has now being marked into me...i dont think i mind being alone or afraid of being alone anymore..now..i feel that there are lots of things to do alone...dont really need the companion of my friends or anything now..i just need a few friends i guess...anyway...i totally agree with what foong said to me yesterday...friends are just people we need along with our lifes...there isnt such things as forever friends. haha...those are just some childish quotes and phrases to be used on some naive idiots...hahas...yup...it is..the more i think of it, the more funnier it gets..ha...anyway...lets drop this topic...it really bore me out...
haha...thanks to tongming, i am able to laugh non-stop for forty-five mins...haha...that russell peters is really a genius of all comedians...haha...he is the one which is really to express himself in a very straight and funny way..haha..sometimes i think that talking to him, when u get poked by him and u still dunno...haha...wads more...i think when u are being poked by him..u are also laughing abt urself..haha...he is really a good comedian i can say...his english is Good...lolz...for those people who have a high level of sense of humour might be rolling on the floor and laughing already. anyway..if u really wanna know wads the video clip i am talking about..its this below...
http://www.sepiamutiny.com/sepia/archives/000481.htmlclick on the CLICK HERE! link...den u are able to download through bittorrent...
for those who doesnt have bittorrent? sorry i think u have to download bittorrent then download that file...;) sorry dudes!
haha...it feels kinda weird drinking all alone...last time, i have my friends to drink with me..now..fancy me drinking a lonely beer..haha..i find myself kinda pathetic though...anyway...whats new...? hmm...i bought this korean drama series...actually i first saw it on the cable tv...its about this girl...being betrayed by her very very best friends..who sold away her house and everything in her house...wads more? they took away all the money thats in her bank leaving her alone outside of the country in beijing..haha...funny isnt it? good friends betraying someone who trust them so much..well..thats not all...haha..they sold the house to this very popular movie star whom she actually met before on the airplane to beijing..and now she is back with her house sold to that movie star..and the story continues to show how she pestered the movie star to give her back the house and how she eventually likes the movie star...
all i can say is that...its a very nice story..haha..and the songs especially its really nice...hmmz...i am rather fansinated about korean culture..how polite are they? when seeing elders...no matter who are they..they will greet them in a most humble way..hmmz...and not only that...they are able to express themselves so daringly haha...i like that...hmmz...oh yeah! and how they frown and everything...its so cool...though its kinda stupid...but i feel like micmicking them somtimes..haha...i cant wait to continue watching the drama series..
haha....i am beginning to like my room more and more...but its not till my expectations yet...i will find ways to improve my room to the way i like it...atleast thats somethings which is able to keep me away from the devil "boredom" hmmz...yeah...exams are coming..i have to study tmr morning! i think i will try revising through maths...if not i am really gonna be dead..so dead....hmz....yeah.i think i will look through later on..well..depends on whether i will get tired and sleep or not la...haha...
Ciaoz...
OH YEAH! haha
what do u get with a guy from india and a girl from jewish?!?!
Ans: Hind-jews ;) lolz!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
haha....Ahhh!!! the temptation of chionging is there for me...arh!!...friday and saturday night is very boring now for me! i need some entertainments!! if not the boredom is gonna catch up with me...grrr..0_o'' hmmz...anyway.wooot...wad a day with my dad yesterday...went to bugis to buy shirt! lolz........wad a bargain king ..haha...give the people really no road to run..lolz..haha....anyway bought 2 shirts 1 pants 2 levis boxers...lolz...that day was funny...haha...we went to the second floor of bugis village...there is the sex shop...at that instance..i thought to myself...if people thinks that my dad and me are going there i am gonna laugh my head off...anyway...technos everywhere in bugis..really makes me gianded..lolz...wad i am short of now is a nice shoe...grr..i wanna get some shoes man! 0_o'' after that...my mom and sisters went for facial..sigh...at first i thought i was gonna be facialised...but after that...my sis one...so being the older one...must give way yeah? lol..after tat went to another shopping centre to have foot reflexology! haha...the very first thing i thought of was meiluan...lol...she loved foot reflexology...haha no idea why also...its abit painful and a bit of sensation..have to admit alittle...its really quite refreshing...lolz...for 40 mins i was there letting people servicing my foot.
quite embarassed too...haha my foot smelly ma...whose wont!? anyway good times i had with my family...actually i wanna go chiong yesterday 1 ...no one accompany me..so sad...ahhh! 0_o'' bored bored bored...later going to study at mac...sighz..so good rite? i am disciplined one ok! lolz...nothing much these days....just bored...
CIAOZ!
UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 9:48 AM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
bad day.. bad day... really bad day... communication skill common test...its a total buang...sigh..i thought it would be common sense..but i think i was wrong...really wrong...everything was so blardee difficult...damnedz...fuck it ! hmmz.. went to sch at 12pm today... went to the library and saw jia hao and diadora...ok..i admit..i still feel weird seeing her..but its normal i guess...hmmz..anyway...we did make some indirect conversation.haha..anyway everything was funny...and..hmmz...actually i was also abit happy...hmmz...anyway..its just something not really important...hmmz....today was very stagnant...after school...walk through westmall and everything.alone...so bored...everything is moving around me..but i felt nothing...i only felt myself in this mall...hmmz...its just so weird...everything seems oblivious around me...tired...i'm tired...haha...wads love? wads friendship? i think the only thing that is really reliable is kinship...only them, wont leave u alone...
Be happy even if only one care for u...its always better than none..
UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 9:30 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
another day has passed..life's just been a cycle...and this cycle might just continue for another 3 yrs..sigh..i cant find any meanings or happenings in my life...i am just me in my life living alone, for myself..there's nothing for me to fight about.There might be nothing in this world to able to move me...i find myself in the middle of the sea drifting hopelessly, waiting for someone to get hold of me. Just another day in school...doing nothing..wasting my time...next week is my exam , i am trying to get a exam motivation to be able to push me to study and i wont be letting my mind wonder around..sigh...let me get through this exam and i will be happy enough..i wont be asking too much if thats the case...and tomorrows is communication skills common test...-_-" i think i will be skimming through the books...i think another few hrs of hot coffee alone in the room studying..now my room is all i have...scanning through my photos with my brothers... just can say,i really missed those days...but things wont be always nice for u...everyone have their own things to do...and me will be doing nothing...rotting at home after school... i just wanna go back to the time when my brothers ,friends and i are in the school canteen talking...playing volleyball, basketball, all things...i just wanna have that again...sighz...now...i think its just a waste of time..nvm...:) forget it ...accept whats coming for u...sigh...lazy to type...i wanna have my afternoon nap... noonz...
UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 4:09 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Its been years since i ever went out with ah foong..hahaz..no lar...i think its months..and finally she called me up yst...hmmz...only when she have no one to find , find me...-_-"well, i dont mind la...my good friend...hehe...hmz...met her up with melvin.cos melvin was with me..anyway...we had lots of fun talking again...and after that she asked me out...we went to ice-skating...! believed that?! haha..anyway before that...i have to go to sch and present my presentation..she came to my school with me..so bored...i hate presentation...its 1005..i dunno how i fare cos he asked 3 questions and i only answered 1...die le la...and our work isnt that good too...sigh..anyway...i wanted to accompany my ah foong...and there we went to Jurong east and ice-skate..haha...i couldnt believe that too..cos all i was thinking was to accompany her..haha..den when we were about to go in, there are two girls approached us and suggest to go in together to skate so they can skate too with unlimted time..anyway...we told them we werent gonna skate for long, but they wont mind...so not wanting to reject them foong and me agreed...hmmz...went in and changed into skates and there we go! haha..for awhile i was trying to adapt but luckily i skate before so i still can manage alill...haha..while we were in the mood to skate , ah foong did a scaring stunt which shocked me alittle ..lol...she almost Fell...!! haha...i was afraid that she fall too...but..there was nothing i can do...luckily she didnt..haha..after awhile we dont feel like skating anymore....cos we were tired...sigh...wanted to go chiong with her..but the people going i also dunno..so...sigh...forget it then..hmm...after everything...sent her home and now i am here..haha...we took lots of funny shots in my phone too...damnedz..it was funny...haha..
sigh...i'm getting sick of the world...so ....undescribable...(anyhow spell one la) . sick!
UnfortunateHappenings back to the past on 6:21 PM
