Again and again , i felt left alone aside to a corner with no true friends except myself trying to forget the feeling of being looked up upon as a good friend. The philosophy of "brothers" in my life has died...why is really looking for a true friend ... a companion...a partner that difficult? With envious eyes i have , pictures of happy friends and brothers together makes me feel more that i am really alone... the feeling of anguish and nothingness slowly trying to eat me up...i felt nothing more to feed them...except my disappointment and questions of why.. Is really trying to find a person who can understand oneself that difficult? hmmz...maybe u can have a dozen of friends...but do the dozen of friends understand how u felt and think? ha...with envious feeling i have for all family who have elder brothers or sisters....be thankful for all u have.. atleast now i am really thankful that i have a wonderful cousin...though she is busy i am really happy atleast she will not forget me...and the bond is forever strong..
I will never be deceive again with the word brothers unless i know its genuine and sincere...
ah...fuck it...i never understand what and how does the world works..haha....i feel so stupid writing all these...atleast i thats how i feel...sigh...heck...moving forward is more important...friens...i have not much things to say about that..lol... Looking for a happier day...
once again! three cheers for FULL HOUSE!! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY!! :)
standing third...(Full Metal Alchemist! )
second runner up!! ( Bleach!! )
first runner up( naruto! )
Reccomanding FUll house to all out there
as for animes....look at the runner ups and thirds...
