another day has passed..life's just been a cycle...and this cycle might just continue for another 3 yrs..sigh..i cant find any meanings or happenings in my life...i am just me in my life living alone, for myself..there's nothing for me to fight about.There might be nothing in this world to able to move me...i find myself in the middle of the sea drifting hopelessly, waiting for someone to get hold of me. Just another day in school...doing nothing..wasting my time...next week is my exam , i am trying to get a exam motivation to be able to push me to study and i wont be letting my mind wonder around..sigh...let me get through this exam and i will be happy enough..i wont be asking too much if thats the case...and tomorrows is communication skills common test...-_-" i think i will be skimming through the books...i think another few hrs of hot coffee alone in the room studying..now my room is all i have...scanning through my photos with my brothers... just can say,i really missed those days...but things wont be always nice for u...everyone have their own things to do...and me will be doing nothing...rotting at home after school... i just wanna go back to the time when my brothers ,friends and i are in the school canteen talking...playing volleyball, basketball, all things...i just wanna have that again...sighz...now...i think its just a waste of time..nvm...:) forget it ...accept whats coming for u...sigh...lazy to type...i wanna have my afternoon nap... noonz...