starting of the week...dead as a rat...lazy as a pig...restless like a ghost...tired from everything...yes...it is the feeling of lost...coming back to me...with no purpose, no meaning...its time to spend the week like this again...i wish i could just fly away...to somewhere which really belongs to me...wad else can i do...finding work alone is boring...staying at home is even boring...going out and putting up a front is a total torture...alone once again...wedsnesday, Laiping is coming to meet me... that put a smile for me..ha....long time ever since brother came...i feel so bored and scared now...now there's two things up in my mind...my results, and that person.. ahhh...so stupid aint i? i just wish i can pass my tests...thats all i ask for...please please please!! i just wanna pass! and go to the next semester preacefully....out of poly as soon as possible...go into army... sigh....felt so limited with friends and no one to lie on..lol!! (sissy) ...ok .í'm bored..lolz...HOPE AND WISH ME ALL THE BEST TOMORROW MORNING WHEN I CHECK MY RESULTS!! PLEASE!! GOD!! BLESS ME!!! :)
