haha...You guys know what? I'm really amazed by the people who are so hardoworking and consistently updating their blogs everyday..every week..haha...dont they ever feel tired updating everyday's life? as for me...i'm beginning to feel it as a task instead of a natural habit to write down everything that happened today.
hmm..just had coffee earlier on..i think i shouldnt drink coffee too often...makes on think otherwise..well nothing much had happened ... still been working at liquid kitchen..haha...i tried a saturday once...haha..its really really tiring.. cant believe how Yongsheng, Becky Joanna and Nicholas are able to handle the crowd...its practically oncoming...non-stop...the cutlerys are always short of...the food are always not on time.. the Menu's especially are always needed...and i have to know what desserts, food, beverages that we dont have for the day... and when suddenly a dessert or main course we dont have...i'd to apologise to the customers and in the end being given a face...well...its understandable...even if its was me...i always will be unhappy..what can i say? we're shorthanded and not experienced enough...we always face the problem of not being able to handle all customer's needs...and i always felt bad about it...and bringing troubles to Yongsheng or nicholas..i dont understand why i cant perform myself well infront of nicholas... i always make blunders and mistakes infront of him..and i always gabra infront of him...i guess its no wonder he doesnt have a good impression of me...Hmm...anyway...having my pay slip on thursday...finally the first pay after so long...i have to recoup the losses i made this month...I spent too much...too much on everything...clubbing..eating...movies...buying stuffs...i have to restrict myself the coming month..ha...this month is april...APRIL'S FOOLS DAY...who's the Fool? haha..i haven start to Fool anyone yet...i guess there are none for me to fool too...everyone's so busy with their stuffs...my closest pals...they are either being busy with they Gf's or NS and their own stuffs... i guess its always me who's taking the friendship thing too seriously...haha...HURHUR...I must not take it too seriously from now on...MUST learn to REJECT!! haha...as not everyone is thinking the way i am...i cannot assume everything will be the way i thought...i guess i'm still not able to handle loneliness...Let alone relationships...haha...i think i know nuts about it now...i felt like a stranger to it... how to handle..how start...how to enhance it..haha...i guess i dont understand girls in the first place...haha...i'm a lousy guy maybe to begin with...haha...ugrh! its always the case isnt it? for those who know me that is...haha...
what other things could make me feel better? wad things are easy and able to spend time without feeling stupid? haha...the people i wanna go out and chill out with are always doing something..hmmz...i think the coffee effects are back...haha...i am splurting nonsense again....duhhzz..-_-'' anyway... i still wanna say Siwei Bro...Do what u wanna do about it..dun let urself so down...Stand up again and be urself...AS for Laiping...yeah...do ur things...improve ur relationship with tay ! =) i will know what to do!
LAST BUT NOT ALL.... I WANNA CLUB! and THIS FRIDAY IS THE DAY I CLUB! M.O.S!!! With my COusiN!! WOOT!! I CANT WaIT TILL THAT DAY!!! HIp HIp HOOraY!!!=0!!!
